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| ARTIST: Katarzyna Piotrowska |
Hello,
Nag try akong maki-pag date, kaso naiinis ako kasi nauubos lang ang pera ko sa mga date.
Super uhaw na uhaw ako sa social interaction ngayon. Wala naman akong mayaya gumala sa office kasi retiring age na ang mga kasamahan ko. Minsan feeling ko ang tanda tanda ko na para makipag-date.
Siguro nagmamadali kasi ako. Kaya lagi akong fail. Sabi mo nga sa akin dati, masyado akong mabilis manligaw. Halata ko nga, wala akong patience, madali akong ma bore sa mababaw na kwentuhan at getting to know. Medyo intimidating din kapang kinukwento ko mga experiences ko. Hirap makanap ng kagaya mong same ng wave length ng humor.
Bad Dates.
Ay grabe. ang dami kong bad dates. Kung gagawa ako ng libro pusta ko best seller na yun.
The Broken Artist
She was a talented girl, super galing nya mag drawing. Medyo lost pa sya track ng buhay nya, hopeless romantic pero mabait. Medyo dark yung past nya at that time, I was still trying to cope up with our break-up, naghahanap lang ako ng companion, di ko sinabi sa kanya yung tungkol sa sarili ko. Siguro laging topic namin ay tungkol sa buhay nya, nag-oopen din naman ako ng tungkol sa sarili ko pero reserved parin. Ayoko kasing malaman nya yung mga skeleton ko sa closet. I helped her find a job in Manila, a start-up ad agency company na super ok ang working condition. In house artist na sya dun, she is doing very well. She always thanked me for helping her get back on track. She was happy narin but I'm not.
Alam ko naman na she really likes me, pero I don't like her like that. Medyo asshole din ako sa part na ito. I made her fall inlove with me, I made her feel important. Kahit na alam kong fake lang ang lahat. Akala ko kasi that would fill the void in my heart that you created.
I've become this monster, I manipulated her, I took advantage of her weakness. I did not like it. Helping her land a job in Manila was my escape goat. After that, I ghosted her.
The Broken Artist
She was a talented girl, super galing nya mag drawing. Medyo lost pa sya track ng buhay nya, hopeless romantic pero mabait. Medyo dark yung past nya at that time, I was still trying to cope up with our break-up, naghahanap lang ako ng companion, di ko sinabi sa kanya yung tungkol sa sarili ko. Siguro laging topic namin ay tungkol sa buhay nya, nag-oopen din naman ako ng tungkol sa sarili ko pero reserved parin. Ayoko kasing malaman nya yung mga skeleton ko sa closet. I helped her find a job in Manila, a start-up ad agency company na super ok ang working condition. In house artist na sya dun, she is doing very well. She always thanked me for helping her get back on track. She was happy narin but I'm not.
Alam ko naman na she really likes me, pero I don't like her like that. Medyo asshole din ako sa part na ito. I made her fall inlove with me, I made her feel important. Kahit na alam kong fake lang ang lahat. Akala ko kasi that would fill the void in my heart that you created.
I've become this monster, I manipulated her, I took advantage of her weakness. I did not like it. Helping her land a job in Manila was my escape goat. After that, I ghosted her.
The Bipolar
It was a cold night, one of my tinder matches decided to meet up and have a coffee. I arrived late on purpose because I don't really like to wait.
She has this bright smile, quirky attitude and a bit strong narin for starters. She talks a lot, which is good at that moment kasi I really don't like to talk.
Then on the first meet-up, she opened the Sex stories bomb. It turned me on, pero it gets darker din. I really don't care if she has a lot of adventures. The normal me would tap that ass! Pero at that time I'm not really feeling it. Medyo interesdo na ako sa takbo ng utak nya.
I tried to figure her out, at a young age meron na syang sugar daddy and naging mistress narin sya at one point. I find that really liberating na parang, katawan mo yan, kung san ka masaya.
Also I found out na dahil dun, meron na syang personality disorder.
Grabe, pag tinopak sya she would fight me anyday anytime, at pag good mood sya, she is this sweet clearheaded girl na you can tell all your problems and give great advice.
Just for the record, we never had sex kahit na the opportunity presents itself. Ayoko lang ma-ipit or dumagdag sa gulo ng utak nya. Problemado na nga ako dadagdagan ko pa.
It was a cold night, one of my tinder matches decided to meet up and have a coffee. I arrived late on purpose because I don't really like to wait.
She has this bright smile, quirky attitude and a bit strong narin for starters. She talks a lot, which is good at that moment kasi I really don't like to talk.
Then on the first meet-up, she opened the Sex stories bomb. It turned me on, pero it gets darker din. I really don't care if she has a lot of adventures. The normal me would tap that ass! Pero at that time I'm not really feeling it. Medyo interesdo na ako sa takbo ng utak nya.
I tried to figure her out, at a young age meron na syang sugar daddy and naging mistress narin sya at one point. I find that really liberating na parang, katawan mo yan, kung san ka masaya.
Also I found out na dahil dun, meron na syang personality disorder.
Grabe, pag tinopak sya she would fight me anyday anytime, at pag good mood sya, she is this sweet clearheaded girl na you can tell all your problems and give great advice.
Just for the record, we never had sex kahit na the opportunity presents itself. Ayoko lang ma-ipit or dumagdag sa gulo ng utak nya. Problemado na nga ako dadagdagan ko pa.
The young summer girl
She was young and bubbly, nagustuhan ko siguro sya kasi kapag kausap ko sa text sumasakay sa trip ko at mga banat ko. Natatawa din naman sya sa korni jokes ko. She has the same 'laugh' as you. Halos same ng decible at tone. (if that was possible) Nung una kinabahan ako kasi 29 na ako yet she is just 23. Full of life.
She answers my call and constantly text. Ako medyo suplado at medyo playing around lang.
Niyaya ko syang manood ng sine, Pista ng Pilikulang Pilipino ang title eh "The Day Before Valentines" story sya ng isang lalaki na broken (ehem) over his ex, and a girl that fixed the guy.
Medyo awkward para sakin at hindi naman sya ganun ka outstanding, maganda lang yung OST. Medyo late in the movie narin kasi na explain yung side nung girl character at medyo parang rushed yung ibang eksena, halatang they have a limited time in shooting outside the country. Anyway back to my bad date. After the movie, sinamahan nya ako bumili ng polo shirt, dahil malamig at wala syang jacket, binilhan ko narin sya ng jacket kasi nahihiya naman akong ako lang ang may binili.
I really like her, Kahawig nya sa Kath Bernardo.
Ito na, sabi ko sarili ko... Liligawan ko na talaga to' I'll stop playing around. Nag-invest na ako ng jacket eh. hahaha!
Tang ina! After our first date di na ako pinasin! Gago! As in di na ako nirereplyan, hindi na sinasagot ang tawag ko.
Eto ang matindi, just last week before surf break nag text sya.
Summer Girl: psssst nasan ka?
Me: Dito La Union, bakit?
Summer Girl: pwedeng makahiram ng 500?
Me: oh para san? Okay lang pera lang naman yan, sabihin mo lang yung real reason
Summer Girl: Need ko bumaba ng Pangasinan kasi magpapakamatay yung bestfriend ko
Me: Naku, sorry ayaw ko kasing mapahamak ka, 500 kulang yun para bumyahe ka dun, at isa pa kargo de konsensya ko pa kung may mangyari sayo, maraming pwede paraan, sabihan mo yung parents ng best friend mo.
Then she started a nobela on how she was the only one who knew where her friend was and stuff that are so shitty you wont even believe.
I did not lend her the fucking money.
Lo and behold!
My day: She was with a ugly guy with caption "It was worth it"
Tang ina nyo! Next please!
Note to self: Wag manlilibre ng marami sa first date.
The Wild Soul
Sex on the first date. You bet!
This one is pure physical. walang emotion involve just pure hardcore fucking.
Ewan ko pero siguro this was my longer no sex streak kaya the sex god in me went with it narin.
Alam mo yung galit ko, yung mga frustration ko sayo, tang ina binuhos ko dito. Rough and Wild.
So much for "bad in bed" She came hard multiple times, darling.
Medyo pikon ako sayo, kasi kung ano ano sinasabi mo tungkol sa akin. Tang ina, low blow pa nga eh.
I asked her why girls often lie about having an orgasm, she said na she would not do it, pero she understands why some girls lie. "She just want you to feel better." she said
I protested, "Pero kahit na, I can be better sabihin mo lang, Hindi ko naman alam takbo ng utak nyo eh. Kung wala edi wala, next time kesa you'll fake it"
"Don't worry, overthinking ka na naman. You did great trust me that is not a lie. Round 3?" she teased.
I fucked her like I never fucked anyone before.
Pero all good things must come to an end. I found out na she is dating another man. I guess I'll end this before I get too attached.
I really like her, Kahawig nya sa Kath Bernardo.
Ito na, sabi ko sarili ko... Liligawan ko na talaga to' I'll stop playing around. Nag-invest na ako ng jacket eh. hahaha!
Tang ina! After our first date di na ako pinasin! Gago! As in di na ako nirereplyan, hindi na sinasagot ang tawag ko.
Eto ang matindi, just last week before surf break nag text sya.
Summer Girl: psssst nasan ka?
Me: Dito La Union, bakit?
Summer Girl: pwedeng makahiram ng 500?
Me: oh para san? Okay lang pera lang naman yan, sabihin mo lang yung real reason
Summer Girl: Need ko bumaba ng Pangasinan kasi magpapakamatay yung bestfriend ko
Me: Naku, sorry ayaw ko kasing mapahamak ka, 500 kulang yun para bumyahe ka dun, at isa pa kargo de konsensya ko pa kung may mangyari sayo, maraming pwede paraan, sabihan mo yung parents ng best friend mo.
Then she started a nobela on how she was the only one who knew where her friend was and stuff that are so shitty you wont even believe.
I did not lend her the fucking money.
Lo and behold!
My day: She was with a ugly guy with caption "It was worth it"
Tang ina nyo! Next please!
Note to self: Wag manlilibre ng marami sa first date.
The Wild Soul
Sex on the first date. You bet!
This one is pure physical. walang emotion involve just pure hardcore fucking.
Ewan ko pero siguro this was my longer no sex streak kaya the sex god in me went with it narin.
Alam mo yung galit ko, yung mga frustration ko sayo, tang ina binuhos ko dito. Rough and Wild.
So much for "bad in bed" She came hard multiple times, darling.
Medyo pikon ako sayo, kasi kung ano ano sinasabi mo tungkol sa akin. Tang ina, low blow pa nga eh.
I asked her why girls often lie about having an orgasm, she said na she would not do it, pero she understands why some girls lie. "She just want you to feel better." she said
I protested, "Pero kahit na, I can be better sabihin mo lang, Hindi ko naman alam takbo ng utak nyo eh. Kung wala edi wala, next time kesa you'll fake it"
"Don't worry, overthinking ka na naman. You did great trust me that is not a lie. Round 3?" she teased.
I fucked her like I never fucked anyone before.
Pero all good things must come to an end. I found out na she is dating another man. I guess I'll end this before I get too attached.
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